Sympathy for the Devil Chapter One
Krycek let the hot water pound into his body, as hot as he could stand it. Water not pissed out by a begrudging gym shower, but pouring out with the pressure of a private bathroom. He helped himself to all of Mulders soaps and shampoos, using them generously and enjoying their luxury. He let the water run as hot as he could stand it, as long as he desired before his skin would prune unattractively, but long enough to bring out a desirable pink blush to his face and extremities. Stepping out of the shower he grinned at himself in the mirror. Hed hated and feared Sandy with a passion at first. Hated her masculinity like hed always hated his own femininity and androgynous pretty-boy looks, and resented her intrusion into his life and self-image. But she had certainly proved her worth over the past few weeks. Shed got him in here, right? She had him right where he wanted to be. With Mulder. With a good chance at revenge. A chance to wage some kind of vendetta against the bastards who had ruined his life. Those who had taken a nice boy with innocent dreams of righting wrongs and doing good (he sneered at his own naivete) and turned him into a monster... a killing machine. Oh yeah, Sandy was going to get him everything he wanted. Well what he was aware of wanting. Peace ? Or just a surcease of fear...? Mulder? Definitely. Sandy was going to get him Mulder. Mmmmmm... He picked up Mulders toothbrush, studied it for a moment, then licked it. He scrubbed his tongue, fooling himself he could taste Mulders saliva, then finally added paste and brushed his teeth, before helping himself to deodorant and cologne. The scents reminded him of Mulder, and he closed his eyes to savour them, remembering when they were partners, when he would invade Mulders personal space just trying to be close to the man, and Mulder would casually lean back against him, or turn his head so their faces were only inches apart. So close Krycek could see the individual pores on Mulders skin and almost taste the clean, masculine scent of him, could have leaned over and run his tongue across the sharp lines of Mulders jaw, felt the slightest stubble... Krycek brought himself sharply back to the present. Sandy had better get a move on with her seduction of Mulder, or more to the point, encouraging Mulders seduction of her, if he was to establish a relationship of deeper trust between them. Not that it was entirely necessary, but it was desirable, on more than one level... Mulder would enjoy Sandy, as Krycek had enough information on Mulder to let Sandy be everything Mulder needed. A compliant, understanding, non-judgmental, yet slightly kinky lover. Someone Mulder could trust, confide in, and fuck to his hearts content. Sandy will be your perfect woman, Mulder, as long as you dont notice her lack of actual sexual experience versus book knowledge... He still winced as he remembered using his fingers to make sure Sandy would not give herself away as a virgin. Messy and unpleasant to be intimately touching a female body he loathed. But necessary to allay any potential suspicion on Mulders part. Time to let her get back to work, he thought, removing himself from sight.
Sandy wrapped her legs around his hips, using the hard muscles in her legs to hold him in place, to try and force him to give her what she wanted. It was dry, it was uncomfortable, it hurt, he was too big, he was splitting her open, he was Mulder, it was wonderful. After all the years of frustrated, obsessive desire, to finally have him. Mulders smell, Mulders spit on her lips, his body inside hers held safe and close. Her head was spinning with bliss, her nerves electrically sensitive to everything about him, "Mulder... Mulder..." finally she could say his name in passion... Her first time with heterosexual sex, and so long wanting this man. So long without any human contact at all it seemed sometimes, years without touching another human being wanting this man all the time: and as his thumb pressed down again in just the right spot, forced down by the weight of his body, as his chest and belly crushed her into the bed, she felt the waves spread out from her groin and gasped for air as orgasm hit her. Her whole body alive, from navel to knee the tingling contractions spread, the intensity from where their bodies were joined almost too much to bear and she cried out with joy and bit into his shoulder until the wonderful pressure slowly abated. "So, thats what its like," she whispered softly as the spasms slowed and faded, and she relaxed into the bed. "Huh?" Mulder questioned, but he didnt try and follow up her odd comment, as now she was finally relaxed, finally opening up enough, finally soft and juicy enough for him to slide without hindrance. Ive finished now, she thought, her desire suddenly and wonderfully assuaged, you can get off me now. But she stayed quiet and relaxed, and... and it was quite nice this was quite nice too. His hand was at the small of her back, adjusting her position expertly, his mouth was soft and tender kissing her face. The soft hair on his chest brushed her nipples with each move against her, bringing them up hard again, and she sighed and started to move again, arching up to encourage the depth of enfolding. The bulk of him filling her was such a new and unusual sensation, she imagined he was filling her all the way to her belly and smiled at the whimsy. She could feel the relaxation spreading to every part of her body, and cooed to him her pleasure. She knew that first orgasm had been mostly mental excitement; caused through her success and long delayed satisfaction at finally having him in her arms, rather than purely physical. But this time, with his steady movements, his hands caressing every part of her body... she gyrated her hips instinctively, finding the pressure just so, the pleasure just there and arched her back as she realised she was going to come once more. "Oh, Mulder, again, Im coming," she whispered her warning, then realised this partner she didnt have to warn: so much to learn, to experience with him. His hips moved faster, pistoning, bouncing her off the mattress, and she rode them, squeezing him to her with all her not inconsiderable strength, and she came again, hard, against his last rabbit like thrusts her vagina squeezing and contracting around his long thick cock, squeezing it like milking a cow. "Wow," she muttered softly, as he collapsed on top of her; heavy, wet, and smelling of sweat and sex, and Mulder, and utterly divine. Wasnt a mutual orgasm like that supposed to be really difficult with men and women? she wondered. Ah well, who cares, I finally had him. After all this time, for better or worse, hes mine now. "Im going to be late for work," he muttered from somewhere near her left breast. "Be late." He nodded in agreement, and dozed on her, totally relaxed, utterly enervated.
Krycek watched from his hide as Mulder left for work. He grinned to himself at Mulders less than FBI standard choice of a turtle-neck under his jacket. Hiding a few hickeys there, are you, Mulder? Good work! he mentally congratulated Sandy. He fingered the keys in his pocket, the keys to Mulders apartment Mulder didnt know Sandy had had made. Time to leave Mulder another little... gift. It hadnt been too hard to get hold of the tapes and files of his treatment, and even though he had no way of viewing the tapes himself, with no access to a VCR, if they were anything like the written files, they had to tell a very interesting story. Theyd been thrown away, sent for sanitary disposal. Just so much trash - just like the subject of the files. He bared his teeth to himself in an expression of pure hatred as he slipped into Mulders place. Hed use Mulder, and Mulder would love it. Love getting this information, as it would allow both of them some justice. Krycek was prepared to do just about anything by now. Hed tried co-operating with the Consortium, and had lost everything that gave life meaning. Hed tried working against them, and had nearly lost his life altogether. Many times. Hed tried running, but he had nothing to run towards. He was still alive: but living like a bum or a wanted criminal didnt agree with him. He wanted to sleep at night, to know he wouldnt wake up looking down the barrel of a gun... or worse. Now it was time to fight - or get Mulder to fight on his behalf. Manipulating Mulder wasnt going to be all that easy, but it was going to be very enjoyable. His body stirred at the vision of Mulder and Sandy together; their bodies sliding over each other, primal passion making them sweat, Sandy buffed by the force of Mulders lust. Who would have guessed heterosexual intercourse could be so enjoyable! Maybe Mulder would take this stuff to the media, that would screw the bastards. He was putting Mulders life in jeopardy, giving the Agent this information, but that was hardly a new state of affairs. Mulder was always in trouble, thrived on it. Unlike himself. Living on his nerves like this wasnt healthy, and he wondered if it was giving him ulcers certainly hed gained a little weight from his comfort eating, that was a bad habit hed have to try and break sometime. Not that it would matter if he gained a few pounds before he died sometime soon, he sure could use some comfort now and then. He sighed and girded mental loins, time to pass the ball to Mulder, let him play it out for a while, let someone else have the responsibility. Krycek made a mental note to himself to find some way of paying back those who had helped him get this stuff, one day when he was back on his feet. Cody who, with her usual methodical care, had tracked the files to their destination; Gil whod slipped them into his cleaning cart and hauled them past all security; and Gils brother Jack, whod passed them onto Krycek over the counter of his leather-gear shop. What those Consortium bastards had forgotten to take into consideration was that Krycek had friends. Maybe not friends in high places, but friends never-the-less. Oh yeah, Krycek was good at making friends, at adjusting his personality just a little to adapt to every new persons needs. It was a skill that helped him survive as a kid, but it was a skill that had helped bring him to the attention of the Consortium... that and... other... things. Trying to be what Mulder wanted was easy, it was so close to Kryceks natural state, but it had still proven difficult to get past the defences against hurt and ridicule Mulder had had in place since childhood. Difficult, but not impossible. He could have done it if hed had just a little more time. A few less mistakes, or less interference from his ex-boss during the Duane Barry case, and he could have established himself in Mulders trust. Ah well, useless speculation now. He helped himself to some unpleasant leftovers in Mulders fridge and wondered if he dare take a nap on Mulders bed while the man was at work. Probably not, he thought, yawning, these early mornings may not be natural, but they werent worth getting caught here for.
Mulder slipped in the second video tape. When these had arrived hed grinned, thinking they were from Frohike, another swap from his collection of weird pornography, a swap for some of Mulders own. Mulder had hoped for something really sick, something to distract him from everything that had been happening lately, but what hed seen had been more shocking than anything Frohike could turn up. He watched as a naive young man was systematically and thoroughly turned into a killer; into a tool to be used by the Consortium. Hed seen this type of thing before, he shouldnt have been so shocked. Mulder had spoken to the pilot Jack Schaefer, who didnt even know if he existed who had been so unbalanced by what hed witnessed, perhaps by what hed experienced, that he didnt know if he was eating mashed potatoes in a diner. Mulder thought of the pilots words, People enter an ordinary room, talk to a few doctors, and leave convinced theyd been abducted by aliens. But watching it happen to someone he knew, someone hed worked with, and had even started to almost trust at one stage... This explained a lot. Or at least, it answered a few questions. Although it didnt explain his sudden uncontrollable craving for sweet potato pie... Interview One: Krycek A "Mr. Krycek, youve been following the work of Special Agent Fox Mulder?" "Yes, sir." Curiosity showed in Kryceks voice, but not nervousness. He sat with his unflattering FBI standard hair cut, cheap suit, and his smooth fresh face, bolt upright and listening to every word of the man talking to him with the attention of a dog being shown a soup bone. "Your own work to date with the FBI, as well as your record at Quantico has shown an inordinate interest in the paranormal. Is there any particular reason for that?" "No... No, sir, not really. I mean, its interesting, and everything, but that doesnt mean Im not interested in the normal cases." Krycek was clumsily hedging his bets on his assignment. "I decided to specialise in the area of..." "Yes, yes, we know your history." The speaker pushed a cup of coffee over to Krycek "It is your interest in the paranormal which interests us, Mr. Krycek. Ive read your thesis on Mulders work, it was certainly... illuminating." Krycek leant forward slightly, trying not to appear too eager. "It has proved necessary to break up the partnership of Agents Mulder and Scully, and to disband the X Files; for reasons that I shall explain later. Despite this action, we feel that Agent Mulder may attempt to continue his investigations into the paranormal. This is where you come in." "You want me to stop him?" Krycek looked perplexed, unhappy with the idea. "No, no, far from it." The man smiled, obviously trying to be re-assuring. "We need you to help him, to keep him out of trouble. We have tried assignment to more hmmm... normal cases, but we fear he will continue to investigate what he calls extreme possibilities. It is to our benefit, in fact to everyones benefit, that he continues to unravel many mysteries to solve these paranormal cases..." Kryceks face was going blank, the drugs they had fed him through the coffee were taking effect... "But Agent Mulder is trespassing into dangerous areas." Mulder hit the pause button, stopping to read the accompanying files, matching dates on the files to the interview dates to find out which file for which tape. Kryceks history was perfect, he must have really annoyed his classmates, Mulder grinned to himself as he read of the darling teachers pet Krycek had been. Cute little thing he must have been as well, straight out of college into the FBI training programme. Perfect scores on everything, but just weird enough, just nerd enough, to be unpopular with the other trainees. And doing a thesis on Mulders own work a study of the psychology of self-identified abductees of all things that couldnt have gone down well with the-powers-that-be either. His IQ wasnt as high as Mulders own, but he looked at the ID photo of the young Krycek as he was then, head strong and stubborn, follow his own path and be damned. He could almost have been a younger version of Mulder. No wonder they sent you to destroy me. Believing you were doing the right thing, by your government, even protecting the man you admired to the point of having a sweet crush on me. Scully had been their most dismal of failures. Sending a sceptic didnt work, so they thought theyd try a believer, someone who believed in what I did, someone who believed in me who I believed in to destroy me instead. But Scully had proved to be Mulders shining prize. She kept him sane, kept him whole. And Krycek had proved to be... what? What had Krycek proved to be? A probable murderer, or at least, an accessory to murder. They had nothing on Krycek that would stand up in court, no matter his own, or Scullys, feelings on that point. Well, dead was one thing that Krycek could prove to be, it had been so long since Mulder had seen the would-be assassin. Mulder wondered where these files had come from perhaps that venal bastard there was no one else he knew who was so happy to give him information on his erstwhile partner his now enemy. He guessed thered be no reason for Mulder to receive these tapes unless Krycek was dead, and therefore no longer considered a threat to the Consortium. His informant wanted Cancerman out, this was another way of undermining him. Giving Mulder useless information on a dead mole. A programmed assassin. Mulder contemplated not sharing these with Scully, she didnt need to be reminded again of her sisters death, but she did have the right to know. He knew better than to try and protect Scully shed disembowel him just for thinking like that. As if thinking of the devil summoned her, she called to say she was on her way, via her favourite fast food joint for another bucket of fried chicken. Mulder was vaguely jealous, she consumed huge amounts of fatty fried foods and stayed gorgeous, whether thin or pocket Venus, whereas he was stuck with sunflower seeds and endless laps of the pool without ever getting the six-pack abs he craved. Mulder started up the VCR again, preparing for his own private showing of Clockwork Orange in reverse. The only sounds while he waited were the quiet rumblings of the television, and the clicking of the sunflower seeds. Scully let herself in, she didnt feel the need to stand on ceremony with Mulder. As long as she didnt walk in to find him jerking off to a porno video, she felt she could come and go as she wished. She would have slapped his face had he taken the same liberty with her own home. "Hey, Mulder," she greeted him, and dropped a snack box of chicken on his lap, letting him bitch about the grease as she helped herself to a soda from his fridge. "What are you watching?" He flipped her a file and let her make up her own mind as she sat beside him, eating the Colonels best and flicking through the paper work. "Hmm, so Krycek was gay..." she murmured. "You guessed?" "Or at least bi. He looked at you like... like he was staring at a full moon, Mulder." "Is that why you hated him so much, huh?" he teased her gently, and earned a glare over the top of her reading glasses for his efforts. "I didnt hate him..." He raised his eyebrows in disbelief "I didnt! Its just that... having someone who believes everything you say like that... Well, without the voice of reason to hold you back, you could... some situations..." she floundered, knowing full well she was lying. Shed been jealous as hell of the young agent as hed wheedled his way into Mulders trust. "Oh, eat your chicken." "Yes, maam," he saluted her with a drumstick. "It looks like they hoped he would end up being a lot more than just your partner, Mulder. Do you really think he could have seduced you?" "That wasnt part of his assignment," he hedged. "No, but he was programmed to be in love with you... well, actually, according to these files he was pretty much obsessed with you and your work long before they got hold of him. With that in his subconscious, theres a good chance he would have taken the opportunity to get to you should it have arisen." "Yeah, well, it didnt." Mulder wasnt sure why the idea made him uncomfortable. It wasn't like he hadnt dabbled in sexual situations with other guys, Scully knew that already, but it had never been anything serious. And it had been even rarer than his occasional affairs with women. Over the years hed learned there was nothing he couldnt get from his own right hand, or a brief, casual, no strings attached fling with someone who knew there was no future in the relationship. And Sandy. He still hadnt told Scully about Sandy. She had probably guessed though, there were times he could almost swear she was psychic, though shed do more than just scoff if he suggested that. Probably tell him it was perfume (except that Sandy didnt wear it), or his changed attitude, or those damn hickeys. Sandys bite marks were a little obvious, as were the scratches. Like making love to an animal, that woman went wild whenever Mulder went near her. Not that he was complaining. His wild woman... She was... raw. That was Sandy: raw. Unpretentious and unpainted. Warm and wild and raw. And... cute and... fun, and adorable and adoring. He sighed. Hed have to introduce her to Scully soon, no doubt about that. Not that I am getting serious about this woman, he told himself. He still had far too many unanswered questions about her. And she didnt seem too serious about him. She only appeared in the morning, was never available for evening dates, ran with him, screwed his brains out, then disappeared for the rest of the day. But when she was with him... the way she never took her eyes off him, the way she hung onto every word, the way she fucked... "Hey, earth to Mulder... come in, Mulder." "Oh, sorry, Scully. I was thinking." "Hmm, about Krycek, huh," she teased. "What? No, I mean... no." He picked up another file, and buried his nose in it. "Hey, Scully", he suddenly sat up straight, discomfort forgotten, "This file refers to an X File!" She leaned over his shoulders, "Is it here?" "No... this was the Kindred, I should still have this file at the office. Hmmm... Theres no direct reference here, just that he was recruited because... because he came into contact with the Kindred, and refers see file number X40263: OConnor, Michael." Something nagged at the back of his mind... Michael. A young man in a hospital bed, vulnerable and scared: not worried hed been close to death, but horrified he hadnt been able to tell a man from a woman, at his inability to refuse to have sex with a woman, at watching a woman turn into a man before his eyes. "What is it, Mulder?" she questioned, seeing the surprise in his eyes. "Michael... the survivor of the attack by the renegade Kindred... that was Krycek." "You didnt recognise him?" "Never even occurred to me. He must have given us a false name when we interviewed him. And... I remember now, his hair was a lot longer, and dyed black, and in a five minute interview, looking straight up his nose from the end of a hospital bed... He must have changed his appearance a little when he came to work on the X Files. It never occurred to me he was the same person..." Mulder was faintly distressed that his wonderfully reliable eidetic memory had let him down so obviously. "Why would he have given us a false name then?" "He didnt want to discuss the case with us at all, he was pretty embarrassed," Mulder recalled, "Perhaps he was worried it would impact on his career in the FBI? He would have known me, or at least my work, by that stage," Mulder mused. "They were taking a risk sending you someone wed already met. If wed have recognised him..." "Probably wouldnt have mattered if I had recognised him. In fact, knowing he had already had paranormal experience... no wonder he seemed so open to extreme possibilities. He wasnt just acting, he had actually experienced them," Mulder made a mental note to recheck the Kindred file later. "Well, it appears his experience with the Kindred was what brought him to their attention in the first place. That and his adaptability. Seems his lecturers noticed he was able to make himself teachers pet in every class. Being able to get people to like him handy skill for undercover work. I wonder why having survived the Kindred would make him of interest, though... is there anything else in these files?" While Scully searched for a lead in that area, Mulder pondered her words. He remembered the way Krycek stood close, leaned into Mulders personal space in a way that bespoke of both need and care. The way he tried to look after Mulder after Scullys abduction. It had been comforting until Mulder had realised Krycek may have had a part in that abduction. The way, even when standing above Mulder he still made it appear he was looking up, how he made himself appear smaller than he really was making Mulder feel protective, big brotherish. Oh yeah, Krycek had known every button to push. Mulder bit the inside of his cheek, hating the manipulative little creep even more, recognising how close he had come to wheedling his way into Mulders trust, into his affections. The rational part of his brain told him to have some mercy on the dumb kid, but deeper, darker parts of his psyche refused to let go of the betrayal, preferring to wallow in the delicious pain a little longer. Scully changed the video tapes, going to a later interview. The changes were there. Krycek was less suspicious of the others in the room with him, less eager, somehow... harder. He seemed almost blank. She highlighted on the paper file the drugs they were giving him, and mentally cross-matched them with the reactions he was displaying. It appeared they thought they were writing on an almost blank sheet, but she knew that no matter how skilled they were at brainwashing, it took years to get the depth of programming they espoused in these files. Despite the best attempts of the CIA, or the Viet Cong, this was still an inexact science. "I cant believe hed swallow crap like that," Mulder was aghast at such gullibility, while the tape played on in the background, the interviewers voice reiterating the need for Mulder to be protected, telling Krycek how much he loved Mulder, and Krycek patiently parroting the words. "Well, they believed that they had enough of a hold over him with drugs and hypnosis that they could get him to believe anything, as long as he thought it was for your benefit." She tried to hide her discomfort; she didnt like to be reminded of her own abduction experience - and this appeared to be just prior to their getting Krycek to give Duane Barry her address. She wondered how much of a danger Krycek could have been to her. "Listening to this, I guess I'm lucky to be alive, they were trying to get rid of me right from the start. Why take such circuitous routes though? There are far easier ways to kill people." "If they had, they would have had to kill me, too," Mulder said quietly. She looked down at him and smiled, squeezing his shoulder in a gesture of solidarity. The interviewers voice droned on while they watched, weaving a web of artifice around Krycek, playing on the young mans weakness for Mulder. Scully listened with quiet horror as the interviewers machinations painted her as a threat. How her initial brush off of Krycek (had he even told them that minor detail?) showed how she knew Krycek was winning with Mulder, how she was stopping Krycek from getting closer to Mulder, then, as the session progressed, coming between them. The vague half truths, the cabal of almost lies continued, crooned in a soft monotone, and Krycek sat, his eyes not following the man who talked to him, simply nodding and agreeing. "So," Mulder interrupted her thoughts, "Were supposed to believe hes not bad, hes just terminally gullible?" He sounded less than convinced. "It seems they truly believed he would do what they wanted," she waved one of the files vaguely. "You vill do our bidding!" Mulder did a rather terrible Vincent Price impersonation, and Scully smiled indulgently. They watched and read in silence for a little longer, then: "Scully?" "Hmm?" "Do you really believe something like this would make someone kill?" "We have no proof that Krycek really did kill anyone," she held up her hand to forestall his protest, "Despite your suspicions. And no, Im not totally convinced this would turn an innocent person into a killer." "Good." "Why?" "Because there is a file here, and a tape, on Melissa." She looked at him in horror, "Why? Why would they have a file on my sister?" He shrugged, "Do you want me to put the tape in?" He offered her the paper file while he switched tapes in the VCR, not waiting for her reply. This time the tape was played half way through, and started immediately on Melissa Scully. She looked lovely, as she always had, her hair a strategically uncontrolled pile, her clothes new age chic - so different from her just so sister. Although the room was similar to the one Krycek was always shown in, this one had Melissa sitting at a cafe style table, sharing a cappuccino with a different interviewer - a woman this time, dressed similarly to Scullys sister.
Scully hit the stop button. "My own sister! Mulder, they got to Melissa!" her voice started to crack a little. "Scully, you dont know that for sure..." "Someone you trust will try to arrange a meeting" Scully quoted, getting up and walking away from him. "I suspected Skinner, but they were sending my own sister to kill me." "Scully..." "Which means Luis Cardinal and your ex-partner probably saved my life," she coughed as she tried to laugh, trying to use sarcasm to hide the rage. How dare they! Her beautiful, dippy, precious sister! Mulder waited a moment, expecting her to deny it. He expected claims that the tapes were faked; the Consortium set them up; Krycek was in on it; the tapes had been meant to undermine their confidence and resolve. All the things he had suspected himself. Instead she drew her dignity around herself like a shroud. "Mulder, do you need these tapes for whatever it is youre planning?" her voice was soft and husky with suppressed grief. He knew what it was she was asking, "No, Scully." She gathered up the tape and accompanying file, slipping them into her bag. There was no reason, if Mulder didnt need these, that anyone needed to see them. Her mother had suffered enough already. "Im tired, Mulder, Im going home." "Will you be all right?" "Sure," she smiled weakly, "enjoy your videos." "I always do," he smiled at her, concerned, then pulled out another tape as she left. She would lick her wounds in private, not showing it, but feeling the pain deep in her bones. She was shocked, of course, that they had sent her sister to try and kill her, but shed get over it, she was strong, the strongest person he knew. At least thats what Mulder told himself as the lure of those tapes kept him from going after her. There were enough faces on these tapes to bring him quite a few convictions, although he wasnt sure exactly for what yet, it was too good an opportunity to let pass. If they were dumb enough to let themselves be filmed, they deserved whatever he could dig up on them. His first concern was to track down the source of these little pearls of information. They were a little too convenient, and there had been simply too many things going right for him recently. He could smell a rat, and he was starting to get a good idea of who had been baiting the trap. Hed known Sandy was too good to be true.
Mulder pushed himself away from the wall, following Sandy as she slipped out of his apartment block and away from the building. Hed watched her go in half an hour ago, carrying another batch of files and tapes. Mulder knew shed had something to do with all of this, shed been just too convenient, too perfect. If only he wasnt always so goddamn horny whenever he saw her, or if he didnt lose all control when she touched him. If she didnt set his blood on fire, so that he couldnt think straight around her. There was a strong urge to let her go and check out her latest offering instead. Last night hed watched Kryceks transformation right up to and beyond the point hed been sent to kill Bill Mulder. Krycek had told the truth when hed told Mulder he hadnt killed Mulders father, but it was a borderline truth - hed been involved, right up to his pointy little ears, and Mulder had seen the panicked young man return, almost babbling with fear, after the deed was done. It had taken a lot of convincing to get Krycek to believe Mulder seniors death had been for Mulder juniors benefit, but after a while he had believed. It looked to Mulder as if they were finding it easier and easier to get Krycek to believe the most outrageous of stories. I want to believe. And Mulder knew enough about the things his father had been involved in to know there was plenty of material to work with there. Bill Mulder had not been one of the good guys, after all. Hed allowed Samanthas abduction had lied to his own son about it, letting his son shoulder the guilt and had been a mover and shaker in the Consortium, was probably another of their assassins. Mulder could get them, perhaps just that cancer-ridden bastard, or at least the lackeys that had been on these tapes, and those that had signed off against those reports and files. Conspiracy to commit murder: Mulder could almost taste it! If he could get Krycek on the stand, hed get them. Hed get all those bastards at once. If Krycek would testify, if Krycek was still alive... So he followed Sandy who, despite being almost 510", looked tiny and innocent to his eyes as he tracked her through the streets who knew where those tapes had come from, who may know a hell of a lot more. It was difficult to avoid being seen, as she had to be as paranoid as Mulder himself, continually checking over her shoulders, starting at every loud noise. But shed done this trip safely many times, making her just a little more relaxed, and Mulder was good, very good indeed, especially when it was this important. Her movements were becoming more furtive and he slowed, then stopped as she slipped down the side of a building. A for sale sign hung on one hinge out the front, and the place had an air of desolation around it. Either she is living here, and shes in even worse difficulty than I thought, or shes meeting who I suspect she meeting, and Ive hit pay dirt. He huddled into the leeway of another building across the street, pulled a handful of seeds from his pocket, and prepared to settle in for the duration. He occupied his mind going over the details of his morning, remembering his wonderful start to the day: Sandy had been waiting for him downstairs, sitting on the steps outside his building. Her hair was growing a little, although she still slicked it back unflatteringly, but her elfin features were turned towards the sun as she had enjoyed a soft warm day, and he had felt the lust stirring. Instead of meeting her to go running, hed called out the window to her, shed turned, smiling in unashamed joy at his voice, and hed gestured for her to come on up to his apartment. He didn't care what her involvement was at that time, as soon as hed held her, smelt her, inhaled her into his senses, hed been consumed by her touch. The feeling of her flesh on his was... electric, and nothing else mattered. Mulder sighed and shifted, forcibly dragging his mind back to the present, trying to make himself more comfortable as his pants became too tight. Was she going to stay in there all day? This was a rotten way to spend a day off, and he seriously considered following her into the house, but the last thing he wanted to do was spook her, or anyone she could be visiting. He needed to get the trust of whoever was passing the files on to her, and crashing into their safe house was not going to guarantee that. He sighed again, then experimented with just how much air he could push out of his lungs in a series of sighs, then regretted not bringing more coffee, then deliberately didnt think about Sandy, or sex with Sandy, or how Sandy smelt, or how she tasted, for various unsuccessful 5 minute stretches. He watched the traffic, and tried to make rude words from license plates. He thought about Scully, and wished hed thought to phone her this morning to see how she was after last night. Scully had wanted to lick her wounds in private and he respected that, but he wondered if she should be left grieving alone much longer... He investigated the depths of his left ear with his little fingernail, then began isometric exercises on the muscles in his legs. Hed need to do a lot of swimming or running tonight to get the tension from standing still so long out of his system. He was just about to start on his right ear when he saw someone slip out of the building into early evening shadows. Five hours. Hed been standing here five hours, but finally, movement. The target moved carefully, partially concealed and scanning the street. Mulder could see jeans, and wondered if it was Sandy again, but these were a mans legs. Long and muscular. The left knee turned out slightly as he walked, giving the impression of an old injury or some weakness... Mulders lips peeled back in some parody of a smile. Yesssss... The young man finally stepped out fully, the sunshine hitting his face. Alex Krycek. The similarity of features, the familiarity, Mulder wondered if he was Sandys brother. That would explain her involvement with Krycek, although it didnt explain why she wanted Mulder. Using sex to ensure Mulders co-operation? No, it wasnt there, her physical responses were genuine, he was sure of it. She wasnt faking it. But hed analyse that later. Krycek was moving now, walking quickly away from Mulder. His hands buried in the pockets of his leather jacket, and his head low as he broke into a leisurely lope. Mulder tried not to copy Kryceks movements too closely, but found he had to add a few extra skips to his stride to keep up. It didnt matter too much if he lost Krycek at this time. He knew where Krycek was staying, and he had Sandy. It would be better if he could convince Krycek to come in out of the cold by himself, or get Sandy to convince him. Would she? He mused. She would if she cared about her brother. She was going to enough trouble to try and clear his name, or at least justify his actions by providing Mulder with the tapes, so maybe she would care enough to help Mulder bring Krycek in as a witness. Krycek didnt look too bad, he was well fed at least; although his clothes were as lived in as his sisters, and the way he moved spoke of a fear that had been lived with for a very long time. Krycek stopped at traffic lights, looking over his shoulder furtively. He looked very good, and Mulder felt an old familiar anger, and an old familiar lust, rise like indigestion as the sun caught Kryceks face highlighting his almost angelic features. I wanted to believe in you, Krycek, Mulder accused, I wanted to believe in your belief in me. I wanted to rely on your trust, and I wanted... I wanted you. He followed Krycek further away from Mulders neighbourhood, into the entertainment district. It was good to be moving stiff muscles again after all that time standing and waiting, but he was glad he was fit as Krycek kept up a steady pace through the city streets. He almost wished Krycek would grab a bus, give Mulder a chance to catch a taxi and take a break. Ah well, at least this would make up for not taking his usual run this morning - not that he hadnt had plenty of exercise with Sandy anyway! Stop it, he chastised himself, concentrate! Krycek slipped sideways suddenly, and Mulder jogged to the point at which hed lost his quarry. The backdoors of a couple of night-clubs backed into the alley into which Krycek had slipped, he could have gone into any of them. Mulder considered waiting, but if Krycek had got himself a job in one of them, he could be a long time coming back out. He could have started searching the clubs, but alone and unarmed he didnt want to tackle the ex-agent, not when he had an alternative at this time. He couldnt let himself be lulled into believing Krycek was not dangerous. Even if Krycek hadnt had total free will in his illegal actions, he was still potentially a very dangerous man. Besides, Mulder didn't want to scare him off. If Krycek was willing to help get the files to Mulder, there was also a possibility he would be willing to work with Mulder. Certainly they both had enough reason to want to bring down the same people. Dont spook him, Spooky, Mulder told himself, before turning to catch a cab back to his apartment. He had Sandys latest presents to investigate. |